To my girls

Sometimes I don’t get either of you. I do more for you then your mother has ever done. I have never lied to you. I have never “hurt” you, physically or emotionally. I am fair with you. I don’t “yell” at you. I take care of you in all the ways a  mother should. I am also there for you as a friend. You come to ME when something is wrong. You come to ME with the little stuff. You come to ME with the big stuff. I have been there for both of no matter what. I love you. I care about you. I have tried everything. I have tried taking the roll of mom. I have tried stepping back. I have tried befriending you. I have never spoke ill of your mother. Yet, there are still times that “I” am the evil one. “I” am the mean one. “I” am the one who doesn’t care. I hope someday you look back and see the truth in all this. I hope you look back someday and see who was who. I hope someday you realize, who was lying to you and manipulating you. When and if that day comes I will still be here, loving you…

Love me
The Evil Step-Mother

~ by Stepfamily Letter Project on February 6, 2009.

2 Responses to “To my girls”

  1. The back starts to hurt after a while, doesn’t it, with all the knives in it. 😦

  2. Wow! This one hits home.

    I don’t understand why after everything that biomom’s put kids through, that they will always want her over everything.

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